I have more of it

Than you'll ever know or see.

Resilient me.

Fool

Some may say I'm a fool for you.

But I don't care...It's you.

If I was a fool.

It was that I pushed you away.

Not to feel love.

I think of you every day.

So glad I met you

My catalyst for growth and

For change. A true love.

Control

I want to get close

Get close to another

To a point where I feel more free

More whole

More at peace

I refuse to be a part of an union that starts with control

I refuse to be part of something which has power at its heart

I want to love

To feel loved

To give value

To be valued

To be vulnerable

To be strong
To be in control
To empower

To let go

To trust

That is my wish

My desire

My dream of this hour

To get close

To feel closer

To you

And to me

S. Camplin

When I think of sex

I think of you.  If you were

Here, I would show you

To reach such depths. Is

Truly a gift. To touch love.

To be here. To feel

💓

Fuzzy Felt

A fizzy feeling

Starts filling my form.

The fear is fleeting

Feeling fuzzy and warm.

I fled from a fixed and formal rapport.

Confining, defining.

I'm fettered no more.

More fuzzy.
More fizzy.

A future of fulfilment,

And I'm forlorn no more.

😃

S. Camplin

Black Heart

My black heart

When full of fear

Only ever leads to tears

My inability

My disability

Leaves a wasted well of love

Noble

Stranded
Not fully expanded

Alone in the safe zone

A redundant defence

My black heart

A world apart

Uncharted

A world away from you

♥ 

S. Camplin

Fall

That gentle descent.

That familiar scent.

As your dressings descend,

In a chaotic dance.

Some floating.

Some shaking.

Some whipping,

And tripping,

And filling the air.

A carpet of auburn

Returns us to there.

A resting, arresting,

A calling of calm.

To gather, to tether.

We all hunker down.

A consolidation.

Vibration.

A lift and a fall.

S. Camplin

You rocked my world. You

Blew me away. For all that

I forgive the bad.

The Fog

I feel it lifting. 

A gentle shift.

Exposing how far I have become adrift

From my core.

I'm sensing a fresh space.

To create again.

To reach.

To be.

To be me.

To love.

To love me.

And the warmth flushes through my torso,

And I let go.

I let it go.

Ahhhh...

I release all my past tense.

This shift is a gift.

It drifts, and I give thanks.

The fog lifts, and I let it.

This time.

S. Camplin

Sarah Camplin singing her original song Blue Skies
https://soundcloud.com/2flamey/blue-skies-v1-mp3

When you fell off my

Pedestal, it was me who

Got away...now free

My original version: blueskies by Sarah Camplin
https://soundcloud.com/2flamey/blueskies

Blue Skies by Just Jude and Sarah Camplin
https://soundcloud.com/user-473925150/blue-skies

Like Rust

A connection

Void of trust,

Corrodes.

Like rust, it crumbles.

Every attempt to repair it

Just chips away some more.

'Til all that remains

Is dust.

'Til it gets swept away.

One day...

S. Camplin

You took me to a

Dark place, and I deserve a

Lighter place. Still free.

Ahh.  The freedom of

Being with those who accept

You just as you are.

Odious Beast

It's not a pretty world

When your view is obstructed.

With harmful and hate-filled

Odious beasts.

Venomous cretins.

Avaricious, and callous 

And steely and cold.

The power they crave

Wrested in those they devour.

With fear feeding their engines.

Ingrained year on year.

Stripping away one more layer.

Another level of cheer.

And the beauty of the sky,

And of snowflakes, of tigers,

And of bees

Drifts further from view.

But thank god they're still there.

S. Camplin

A catharsis.  Ink

Making shapes that cap-

ture heaven and hell.